Questions and Reliance

What am I going to do?

How can I discern what you want

and not what I want

or what they want?

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know how to decide.

I wish you’d tell me plainly.

Give me a prophet

or a vision

or a dream.

This is a petrifying life choice

and it might not even be what you want for me.

But is it ever something you don’t want?

This is your clear commandment.

I have this opportunity to teach and be taught.

Could it ever be a bad decision?

I’m terrified.

Terrified to go

and terrified to stay.

I’m banking on your for clarity and logistics.

I’m banking on you for stability and strength.

I’m banking on you.